I didn’t want anyone to know how dead I was inside. Since The Grail, I can tell you that I have never felt more alive, more whole, more balanced in my entire life.”

I have already uncovered so much more of myself and I have so many more tools. Why would I not want to keep playing with all these great women?

I was reluctant to come and in the end I took a leap of faith. The Grail has changed my life, transformed my life. I am closer to my wife, my family. Closer to what really matters to me in my life, which is what comes from my heart.

The Grail was the making of me as a man. The challenge was daunting but the environment was inclusive and honest, and I felt safe and held enough to finally surrender. With gratitude to my brothers, I have started the journey of my life.

At my first Gift in 2003 I learned that there really was a “place for me to be” and there was no turning back. I wanted to learn how to hold space for women in the amazingly supportive way that I experienced.

A place to meet myself in total honesty and that I matter in this sometimes crazy world. I’ve learnt that I have a voice and to speak up. Even when others may not like what I have say.

Being a part of Mystery School has been an amazing decision. The amazing tools and learning’s along with the heartfelt unconditional support, connections and commitment from the collective have given me the courage to take the plunge and to live my life like I have always dreamed of.

It was very intense for me. The men completely had my back. The funny thing is I went into The Grail wanting to be a better husband and father, but came out of it with so much more than that.

The Grail was like a rocket-propelled leap forwards – or better still, inwards – on the journey of personal growth.

At The Gift I was able to let go of a dark space within me that I didn’t know was there and was able to replace that with just being me. The space was safe, with no fixing or advise giving, just beautiful support.